Death

yesterday was a sad day indeed
one of my friend's brother from my chirstian fellowship passed away in an accident
the brother was also an ex-KML student who study in last badge
and this guy according to our lecturer who lead the fellowship, Mr James was a very very devoted christian
the deceased was also a very hard gang of our seniors within the fellowship
somehow everybody seems to be shocked by the news and the atmosphere was so down during the fellowship
when we sing the songs of worship everybody seems to cry out for comfort to come upon us and our friend whose brother passed away
well after the worship, Mr James juz share all the experience that he and the deceased had
its juz wonderful to have such student but suddenly he is juz gone
then we have some refreshment prepared by the lecturer's wife
then the senior start sharing all their experience
then all of such start sharing too
surprisingly in the fellowship have similar experience of losing their love ones. their siblings, mothers, aunties and so on
somehow everybody becomes emotional
wonder why God take all these good people so early
all these bring me to the almost similar memories that i have few year back
those miri people who served in our church but on their way bek God take them away
i shared God won't let death happened juz like that
God always has His purpose
eventhough u might not see it now but God's plan is always the best
After those who die in the accident few years back
their famil members became stronger and stronger in Christ
their relatives come to know Christ
I still remember a pastor who shared
when the pastor's younger brother passed away as a small but strong christian
his family come to know Christ
twenty years later his father dies, but then his relatives start coming to Christ
Why it is so
by human thinking, people will think
Hey, who is this God who can't even protect His own believers
But in reality the opposite happens
till now i still can't understand why is it so
I can only say, God, how amazing are Your ways
and i really thank God
last night is the first night i start to feel the warmth that lies within the fellowship
everyone start to share something close to their hearts and give each other encouragements
though i really miss all of my church gangs bek in sarikei
but thank God is building another gang for me here
i am really grateful
but of course i will be here for only bout a little more than half year
i really pray i will find another great big family of God like here and in sarikei too when i go to uni
and also my best friend too will find hers too.
that all's
Juz remember our God is the God of everything inculding death
be strong and have faith in Him